2007年7月29日星期日
不知道，不确定。。。
最近，好像都没有失恋的感觉。。。
不信？
去问我的朋友。。。=.="
不知道是我隐藏的好还是我觉得这样会比较好。。。
分手后，虽然每个晚上都在哭泣。。。可是都会哭到睡着。。。
不会有睡眠问题。。。
也不会发恶梦。。。
我在想，我真的是‘分手快乐’吗？？
我不知道。。。
这几天，我知道的是，我不爱翅膀1号了。。。
不爱了。。。
真的放开了。。。
可是，我却不知道自己是不是真的爱翅膀2号。。。
我们真的适合吗？
在一起，付出的都是他。。。
谈远距离恋爱，真的很辛苦。。。
当你最需要他时，可能他都没办法跑来陪你。。。
在你身边的，不是他。。。
唉。。。。我真的不知道。。。
甚至连他昨晚打来的电话，我都不敢接。。。
我。。。到底怎么了。。。
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加油..
回复删除我不懂
但我通常和翅膀一分开代表已经不喜欢了..不会哭.
除非是被非..背叛..
通常我这种现象,就是因为有了翅膀2...
我明白远距离的恋爱……很难！
回复删除需要对方的时候，他却不在身边，这才伤心。
放开了就好，别再哭了，已经不能挽回了。
当初恋爱时想要得到的是什么？开心吗？
回复删除如果开心已不在了，还需要在一起吗？
远距离的爱情真的真的很考验耐性。
回复删除我经历过，我明白。
远距离的爱情，说真的，是种束缚。
彼此都在期待对方手心的温暖
彼此都在挂念对方的亲切
彼此都在等待贴近对方的机会
同时
彼此都在猜疑对方的忠心
彼此都在疑惑自己的坚持
彼此都在推测这段恋情的期限
也许，放开是好事呢！
自己不知道是不是爱那人?
回复删除问自己 若失去那人后 会不会很伤心?
看你的心 给你自己答案咯~
加油咯~别伤心~(支持你)
孩子你还小，未来的路还很长，不爱翅膀1号事小，爱上翅膀2号也事小，同时爱上翅膀1号2号也事小，爱上5678号问题就严重了。。。。
回复删除我试过远距离恋爱
回复删除我记得分开后，他和我说
[想见不能见很辛苦，我宁愿不爱]
距离恋爱，
真的需要很多耐心，毅力，信心的
suwan
回复删除喂，翅膀是我叫的。。。
你自己选另外一个哦~~
blekk:p
如果
我知道。。。所以这几天我都在加油中。。。
胡狼
不知道。。。
从来没想过想要得到什么。。。
在一起时，的确很开心。。。
可是。。。当电话挂掉后，又开始想念了。。。
mapleleaf
对了！！！！！！！
拜你为师！！！
真的是这样子。。。T.T
beck lim
现在还在寻找着答案~~
谢谢。。。
一楠
=.="
谢谢一楠师傅。。。阿弥陀佛~
lucky star
对啊。。。想见他时，需要他时，在我身边的，总是只有电话或信息。。。唉。。。
我不是很懂你的状况...
回复删除不过有时候放开也是不错的选择...
加油... =)
过去是现在的一部分，刻意去忘记等同于割舍现在，舍弃了过去，现在也不会完整；尝试接受过去了的过去，现在才能完整。
回复删除List of racial discriminations in Malaysia, practiced by government as well as government agencies. This list is an open secret. Best verified by government itself because it got the statistics.
回复删除This list is not in the order of importance, that means the first one on the list is not the most important and the last one on the list does not mean least important.
This list is a common knowledge to a lot of Malaysians, especially those non-malays (Chinese, Ibans, Kadazans, Orang Asli, Tamils, etc) who were being racially discriminated.
Figures in this list are estimates only and please take it as a guide only. Government of Malaysia has the most correct figures. Is government of Malaysia too ashamed to publish their racist acts by publishing racial statistics?
This list cover a period of about 50 years since independence (1957).
List of racial discriminations (Malaysia):
(1) Out of all the 5 major banks, only one bank is multi-racial, the rest are controlled by malays
(2) 99% of Petronas directors are malays
(3) 3% of Petronas employees are Chinese
(4) 99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by malays
(5) 100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be bumis status
(6) 0% of non-malay staffs is legally required in malay companies. But there must be 30% malay staffs in Chinese companies
(7) 5% of all new intake for government army, nurses, polices, is non-malays
(8) 2% is the present Chinese staff in Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), drop from 40% in 1960
(9) 2% is the percentage of non-malay government servants in Putrajaya. But malays make up 98%
(10) 7% is the percentage of Chinese government servants in the whole government (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960
(11) 95% of government contracts are given to malays
(12) 100% all business licensees are controlled by malay government e.g. Approved Permits, Taxi Permits, etc
(13) 80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah had to be sold to malay controlled Bernas in 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice millers
(14) 100 big companies set up, managed and owned by Chinese Malaysians were taken over by government, and later managed by malays since 1970s e.g. MISC, UMBC, UTC, etc
(15) At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout Malaysia, throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other malay transport companies due to rejection by malay authority to Chinese application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new buses
(16) 2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in Johor Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi drivers and 3 are Chinese in October 2004. Spoiling taxi club properties was the reason given
(17) 0 non-malays are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar bus station (November 2004)
(18) 8000 billion ringgit is the total amount the government channeled to malay pockets through ASB, ASN, MARA, privatisation of government agencies, Tabung Haji etc, through NEP over 34 years period
(19) 48 Chinese primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000
(20) 144 Indian primary schools closed down since 1968 - 2000
(21) 2637 malay primary schools built since 1968 - 2000
(22) 2.5% is government budget for Chinese primary schools. Indian schools got only 1%, malay schools got 96.5%
(23) While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text-book-loan, a malay parent with RM2000 salary is eligible
(24) 10 all public universities vice chancellors are malays
(25) 5% - the government universities lecturers of non-malay origins had been reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004
(26) Only 5% is given to non-malays for government scholarships over 40 years
(27) 0 Chinese or Indians were sent to Japan and Korea under "Look East Policy"
(28) 128 STPM Chinese top students could not get into the course that they aspired e.g. Medicine (in 2004)
(29) 10% place for non-bumi students for MARA science schools beginning from year 2003, but only 7% are filled. Before that it was 100% malays
(30) 50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysians, are beaten up in the National Service program in 2003
(31) 25% is Malaysian Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% in 1957
(32) 7% is the present Malaysian Indians population (2004), a drop from 12% in 1957
(33) 2 million Chinese Malaysians had emigrated to overseas since 40 years ago
(34) 0.5 million Indian Malaysians had emigrated to overseas
(35) 3 million Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became Malaysian citizens with bumis status
(36) 600000 are the Chinese and Indian Malaysians with red IC and were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenship compare with the Chinese and Indians
(37) 5% - 15% discount for a malay to buy a house, regardless whether the malay is poor or rich
(38) 2% is what Chinese new villages get compare with 98% of what malay villages got for rural development budget
(39) 50 road names (at least) had been changed from Chinese names to other names
(40) 1 Dewan Gan Boon Leong (in Malacca) was altered to other name (e.g. Dewan Serbaguna or sort) when it was being officially used for a few days. Government try to shun Chinese names. This racism happened in around year 2000 or sort
(41) 0 churches/temples were built for each housing estate. But every housing estate got at least one mosque/surau built
(42) 3000 mosques/surau were built in all housing estates throughout Malaysia since 1970. No churches, no temples are required to be built in housing estates
(43) 1 Catholic church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. But told by malay authority that it must look like a factory and not look like a church. Still not yet approved in 2004
(44) 1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002)
(45) 0 of the government TV stations (RTM1, RTM2, TV3) are directors of non-malay origins
(46) 30 government produced TV dramas and films always showed that the bad guys had Chinese face, and the good guys had malay face. You can check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency becomes less
(47) 10 times, at least, malays (especially Umno) had threatened to massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969
(48) 20 constituencies won by DAP would not get funds from the government to develop. Or these Chinese majority constituencies would be the last to be developed
(49) 100 constituencies (parliaments and states) had been racistly re-delineated so Chinese voters were diluted that Chinese candidates, particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s
(50) Only 3 out of 12 human rights items are ratified by Malaysia government since 1960
(51) 0 - elimination of all forms of racial discrimination (UN Human Rights) is not ratified by Malaysia government since 1960s
(52) 20 reported cases whereby malay ambulance attendances treated Chinese patients inhumanely, and malay government hospital staffs purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported cases may be 200
(53) 50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths being beaten up by malay youths in public places. We may check at police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise there will be no record
(54) 20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally knocked down malays were seriously assaulted or killed by malays
(55) 12% is what ASB/ASN got per annum while banks fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum
There are hundreds more racial discriminations in Malaysia to add to this list of "colossal" racism. It is hope that the victims of racism will write in to expose racism.
Malaysia government should publish statistics showing how much malays had benefited from the "special rights" of malays and at the same time tell the statistics of how much other minority races are being discriminated.
Hence, the responsibility lies in the Malaysia government itself to publish unadulterated statistics of racial discrimination.
If the Malaysia government hides the statistics above, then there must be some evil doings, immoral doings, shameful doings and sinful doings, like the Nazi, going on onto the non-malays of Malaysia.
Civilized nation, unlike evil Nazi, must publish statistics to show its treatment on its minority races. This is what Malaysia must publish……….
We are asking for the publication of the statistics showing how "implementation of special rights of malays" had inflicted colossal racial discrimination onto non-malays.
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回复删除Or just a spamming i guess?
既然决定了，就不要让自己伤心
我完全没有经验 = =
回复删除帮不了...
失恋哦~~
回复删除失恋还好啦！
月亮的朋友说的哦！
当然下一个会更好的。
给自己勇气，
让自己走出这个局限，
心境就会豁达了，
不要伤心哦~~ 月亮为你祝福....
( 如果是离婚才伤悲呢！)
ecl!5onz
回复删除有时后人就是很奇怪。。。
总是喜欢往回头看。。。
也不知道为什么。。。
oracle
嗯。。。赞同。。。
所以现在天使觉得就算刻意忘记，也是忘不掉的。。。
无名人士
看了那么多留言，写最长就是你了。。。
真是感激不尽阿~~
俊源
他很得空。。。^^
你要的话可以请他去你那边=.="
谢谢你。。。
卡乔鸟
嗯。。。谢谢你的安慰。。。=.="
月亮
呵呵。。。天使没有去过月亮哦，是不是真的有漂亮的嫦娥姐姐住在那里啊？
谢谢月亮，我会加油的！！
^^